Baby Daddy #2 aka the East Coast Man Whore LOL

Its been a few days since I posted... I am sooo sorry LOL... I actually got caught up, been a little busy but I'm here now....and what!! LMAO !! So I pretty much been thinking of what or what not to do. I am thinking if i should write my child's father or not. It's kind of like whats the point of doing so, when all of his "hoes" are MORE important than his own child...I seriously can NOT understand it at all. He has not called or emailed nothing in more than a month and to be honest it pisses me off more than it even bothers him. I just don't get how someone can make a kid and just "forget" they exist....Is it really that easy? I would LOVE to hear some sort of feedback on this. he can hate me all he wants for blowing up his "hoeish" ways to his "hoes" but don't hate your child. Saddest of it all is I tell the females and they can care less.... all they care about is having him around, it don't matter to them if he is out there fuckin anyone else, they just don't care. and he seriously got "hoes" in different area codes, I'm going to start referring to him as the "East Coast Man Whore"...LMAO OK, so back to the beginning of this post...If I wrote him, it's like what do I even say? Why haven't you called about our child? That's dumb cause he could not have possibly forgot about her...or what happen the last time he even made an appearance. I refuse to let him get away with all of this. Yes I love my child more than anything but he has to pay, he is older than me and should be wiser than I am but no he is too busy out there hoeing around than to think damn are all of my kids ok? Do they have everything they need? I swear one day he's going to fuck over the wrong bitch and she is going to chop his dick off....and I will be right there cheering her ass on. If you all only knew him, he really truly could drive a bitch crazy. He is soo manipulative..... Ugh.... Ok, End post!

And You are NOT the father.....

Every morning at 9 & 10am I have a date with Maury I absolutely LOVE Maury especially when he does the Paternity shows.But what I just never can understand is why do these females go on Maury and say 'Maury I am 1000% sure he IS the father...and Maury will respond back "So there's no one else that can be the father"? Female "Maury, I did not sleep with anyone else, There is NO ONE else Maury...He IS my child's father"..... and of course the guy comes in "Maury, she's a hoe, anyone can be the father......" and of course, the audience is booing him and you at home are probably like "what a loser, he should stand up and take responsibility, that baby looks like him etc". Out come the results, female is standing up ready to cheer and Maury says "In the case of "insert name", "guy's name, You ARE not the father" {Notice how Maury always stresses the "are" LOL,.... and of course the Man is laughing, clapping....and the female is running off stage embarassed, crying "Maury, I wasn't with any one else." Few minutes later..."I know who it is Maury"....Ok.... So if you knew you were with more than one person why not woman-up and say it...why stress to everyone on "National" t.v that you were NOT with anyone else? The other one that gets me is the females that go up there and say "Maury I need to confess a secret to my man/husband....I cheated on him with his best friend and "baby" might not be his"....Like are you serious??? IF you loved him soooo much, WHY are you cheating on him??? Does that make sense??? It's just sad how females are these days...Trifling ! If you don't want to be with your man, then leave him... but sleeping around is NOT a good look. There are many diseases out there, is it really worth it? But with all that said...I LOVE Maury and as much as I do NOT agree with the females up on there LOL I love watching it. It's my entertainment for the day :-) BUT you will NEVER catch me up on Maury !

No Sex 4 Baby Daddy LOL

Ok....So Someone please tell me : what is it with Baby Daddy's thinking you are a "free" piece of ass just because you had their child? Ewww...like ok maybe some people have no problem with it? But how about if you are just NOT attracted to them anymore....even if the other is still attracted to you? It's like dude we haven't had sex in years...so what makes you think I'm giving you some coochy now???? I don't get it ...do you?

DeadBeat Fathers ...Wear a Fuckin' Condom!!!

OK, I have got to address this and this may be a little long but fuck it. So someone please tell me what a nigga gets out of fuckin with no condoms, making babies and denying ALL but 2 kids??? Did he just forget about the others?? How does a man make a baby and then forget they even exist? How does a man buy a $20 Boost card for a bitch he never met BUT refuses to buy $2.50 tub of wipes for his baby?? If he don't want to take care of any of the kids he makes , then why be all out there fuckin every bitch that opens her legs to him? He is broke, fucks with your mind to make you feel bad for his loser dumb ass and give in to his triflin ways...Yes I admit I have fell for it plenty of damn times and every single time afterwards I would sit and say to myself, never again...and everytime again I would fail and do for him. Only to be fucked over every single time. For instance how I put minutes on his cell, speak to him 2x for less than 5 minutes and his phone OUT of minutes 2 days later?? Does that make sense? How I send for you to come back and find out you were in the state for a whole week before your ass decided to make an appearance? NOW I know you all are thinking she is a dumb ass bitch LOL...AND YES I admit I was dumb, blind and in love with a loser! Sometimes I think maybe it was the sex that kept me round... I have to admit the nigga can fuck...God only knows how many bitches he has fucked and at this point I am glad not to have contracted anything from him and I praise the Lord for that. Niggaz we are in 2009... actually almost in 2010....Strap the fuck up, wear a condom... it can save your life! Think of it like this: When you lay down with a female, if she is out there fuckin 2 other dudes, you are fuckin those dudes, as well as however many bitches each one of those dudes are fuckin and so on , the list becomes so long if you sit and think about it, it's pretty much never ending... So you have to be careful. Learn from me, I was dealing with one of the biggest players out there and I feel like posting his pic so none of yall females fall for his shit... He is manipulative and grimey.... I have stopped dealing with him. I really do think it was the sex that kept me around... damn he got some good shit..LOL... But besides all that, if you are NOT going to take care of your kids then do NOT make them, it's NEVER too late to put on a condom : there are many diseases out there. Pussy does not have a face, but dudes get it together, a nut feels great but is the risk of AIDS as great of a feeling as a nut would be? Strap up !

My Intro to this Blog Shit....

Ok, This is my 1st blog and I would like to remain incognito at least for now...I want to let out everything I've been holding inside, I did a lot of crazy shit growing up. I did not hurt anyone or anything but just crazy shit So I will bring it waaaaaaaay back as well as stuff that is going on now...I hope not to be judged but just listened to. I appreciate any comments you choose to leave. I haven't held the perfect life but then again who does? I aplogize if my blog is a little wack LOL but this is my 1st and i am just starting out so bear with me....

Now let me tell you about my sexy ass self :
I am a Puerto Rican, green eyes, long black curly hair, 5ft 3 in 120 lbs, I LOVE black men. Maybe this sounds nuts but I can never be with a white guy No, I'm not racist or nothing like that BUT I just am not attracted to anything but dark meat :-) word!! other than that If you in NY, Holla maybe we can chat or whateverrrr...